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Blödes Borderline Scheisszeugs in meinem Kopf... Immer das provozieren, das "Komm her - geh weg" Verhalten... Das Typische halt....<br />Auf mein "Ja" antwortete er nur "Brauchst Du nicht. Ich bleib da für Dich für immer... Wir schaffen das zusammen" <br />Ich hätt heulen können weil das so lieb von ihm ist und ich weiß was ich ihm manches Mal abverlange. <br /><br />Ob das für immer wirklich klappt werden wir ja sehen aber ich versuch es einfach positiv zu sehen und mich auf nächste Woche zu freuen, wenn ich erstmal bei ihm für 2 Monate wohnen werde...</font></p><p><font size="1"> Das Video hier von Unheilig find ich so toll, und den Text erst...<br />Hach der Graf ist einfach ein unbeschreiblich toller Musiker</font> <font color="#ff0000"><3</font></p><p> </p><p><object classid="clsid:D27CDB6E-AE6D-11cf-96B8-444553540000" codebase="http://download.macromedia.com/pub/shockwave/cabs/flash/swflash.cab#version=6,0,29,0" width="400" height="325"><param name="movie" value="http://youtube.com/v/-kVUx9y327g.swf" /><param name="quality" value="high" /><param name="menu" value="false" /><param name="wmode" value="" /><embed src="http://youtube.com/v/-kVUx9y327g.swf" wmode="" quality="high" menu="false" 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